gambateh !!

every success person have a painful experience

I'm telling myself this is only a process that will lead me to success in the future.

feels that i made a wrong decision (service associate) on the first day i worked

i don't want to think and consider so much

because i worried that this will be my barrier of moving forward

where is my motivation?

everyday need to wake up on 5am

this really drive me crazy

but im telling myself

this is good for health

because of my job

because of money!

everything is just because of money and future!

i need to perform myself in order to let people know me

know that i have the power of doing all the things

i think i'm thinking too far

because i just started my job for only few days

let wait until i know all the process of the restaurant

and product knowledge then only i start to think of promoting matter

should not think too much at the moment

or else in one day i will feel very pain if i fall down

gambateh Carson Cheah !!

"If you think you can, you can!"

feels moody because later have to wake up on 5am

to catch the first Train

because start to work on 7am

god bless

one week training passed

i havent get use to wake up earlier even i need to wake up on 7am

summore tmr need to wake up on 5am

oh gosh~

god bless me please

first ex gonna overnite here

feels strange

nites world!

carson

the 2nd day i joined Traders

i wana use my name KC

but so bad there's another KC in the hotel

summore is Manager.

so i put Carson

the first time i use this name officially.

hope it brings me luck~ ^^

sometimes

things is not as perfect as what we think

and also

reality is always far away from our expectation

hopes everything goes well

i really hope this

i just start the new journey in my life

and i dunwan to mess it up with my stupid thinking

hope that i can be recognised.

hope that im the special one (because of my hair!) haha

hope that can be promoted soon ><''

i know im thinking too far

but this is my motivation!!

Gambateh Carson Cheah !!

room matter.

thinking of room matter

should take the veeeeeeeery veeery small room or share with people?

hmm~

we need privacy all this while~

我求求你

突然覺得世界很灰

很怕沒了這份工作

真的很怕

原本這個星期四去新加坡的

可是明天需要去政府醫院make appointment

也不懂星期四可以去嗎

就算make appointment了也不懂幾時才拿到報告

就算拿到了報告

而報告顯示我怎樣

工作也會沒了

很煩

真的很煩

很討厭突發狀況

很討厭自己的誠實

爲什麽!!!!!!!!!!!!!

我求求你

檢查報告乖乖的

別讓我因爲誠實而失去了這份工作

我不想總是讓我的誠實誤事

怎麽了

心情不好

很不好

呼呼

怎麽了?

怎麽了 你累了 説好的幸福呢

我懂了 不說了 愛淡了夢遠了

開心與不開心一一細訴著你的不捨

那些愛過的.......

突然想到這首歌 哈哈

很久沒唱了

不想碰到那回憶

結果那天唱K破戒了

一到周傑倫的歌她們就把麥克風pass給我 ==

緊張 壓力

突然覺得很煩

一直在“背”明天面試的東西

看起來好像很笨

幹嗎要背起來

因爲我真的不想錯過這個機會

就算只是一個小小的職位也好

我也要把握這個機會

真的希望明天可以順順利利

不要緊張

我想問下

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