ending?

i leaved u
and
u leaved me

i think this will be our ending

dun forget what i told u

Happiness comes priority in our life

i just wana see u happy although i choose to leave





"everybody laughing in my mind..."

songs

i changed the songs in my blog
i hope that ur shadow can disappear from here
but then
those song i changed, still remind me of u
haha
it's okie
i will be get use to it

tired but meaningful trip.

12'C
1.33am
today went out whole day
so tired but meaningful
went out around 11.30am
then came back around 10-11pm
we bought one day train ticket
4.5P

once we get out from the train station
fate~
we saw our prof
haha
he staying there~
so..
photo photo session~

went to "dui bian an"
because of the Africa Festival
there have live band,foods,entertaiments
we just went have a look and picnic as well

it is sunny buy freaking cold!!
my pasta cold cold cold!!
omg~

after that we went to west kerby beach
do u ever wear a jacket to beach when sunny day?
yeah~
we're!
( buy i didnt wear le, bcz i still can tahan the cold)
nice sea, nice view...
captured alot of photos there

i bought french fries
wahaha
craving for so long
i feel so hungry keep noisy for foods
but they said dun wan to eat at the beach because they feel very cold
well
so i bought my french fries
im so sorry to that person because...
uh hem~
i bought 2P french fries
i paid 5P and he return 4P for me
shhh...
the 1P is so important for me
important than my good attitude ><''
hahahaaa

well
then we went to a...supermarket?
smtg same as tesco
bought very afforable chicken and pork!!
4chicken wings only 39pents
4 chicken tight only 1.5P
it is cheap~

after that we went to Port Sunlight
prof introduce us to go there
the town looks like York
the place we went during last time
and most of us like the environment there

we planned to come bck by ferry
unfortunately
the ferry counter is closed
huhu~
so we come back by train

foot is soooo tired and pain
my face hui rong~~
red red liao leh~

my skin is dry
leg is red
i think mayb bcz i bath wf very hot water
hmm...

have to sleep soon
GoodNite.

reports

11'c
12.23am
just came bck from Albert Dock
ya, AD again
went there few times with different people
classmates tot i got new gf
always went out
aduii
im gonna faint.
im just helping people to take care gf loh
sendiri takda gf is like this de
hahaha~

tmr will goin to Oh yeah
Chester maybe
Shesire Oak maybe
im think of my vans sneakers
okie
i always demand on something
my desire will never ends ><''

and for my report side
siao liao
prof band my title lah
and i also know it
because i've no sufficient information to support my title
prof keep asking me dun nervous
stay calm
still got one week to prepare for it
siao liao!
when i think of the duedate im really moody
haih
but then still wana go out tmr
huhu
i really need to start prepare earlier than others
i really need to spend more time than others to do everything
pray for me
huhu

im back~

it is 8.30pm now
the sky is so bright like 8am in malaysia
it is now 14 degree celcius with strong wind
i can see the clouds are moving

2days ago,i went picnic on hill with friends
we cooked pasta and brought some grapes
omg!!
strong wind+cloudy day= super COLD!
the wind was blowing from behind
i was shaking while eating
i brought a wrong jacket to picnic!
i cant help me to feel warm at all
omg~
after our picnic session on the hill
we was lying on the grass
at the same time, i started my "duty"
haha~
helped them to capture some nice and art photo ><''

well.
yesterday went York.
2 hours journey from Liverpool to there.
That's a historical town
looks nice and feel nice too.
i prefer York if compare with Manchester
the weather at York is much more cooler than Liverpool
we will only feel super cold in Liverpool when have strong wind
but vice versa when in York.
captured a lot of photos
ok, thats it.

have to start my report and proposal
huuuuuuuu~
sounds tired and lazy when everytime i think of this
have to think a title and a place first
or else i cant start to do my assignments at all

these few days are so tired because of some friendship and relationship matter
hope i can recover very soon

im doing something then let u feel happy while im leaving
and it do make myself feel better too
although im still in heavy hearted mode.

Albert Dock

it is 2am now
just came back from Albert Dock
went there with a gang of new frens
but i dun really know them
never communicate with each other

i broke my record AGAIN
never bath for one day~
omg~
the cold weather will make me become a dirty cat
babii was saying i cant leave without bathing
but now never bath for one day eh!
thats why babii dun wan me
sobs!
(oh yeah, just hear ur voice, so nice!)
i was talking non sense ><
"yi..u havent slep meh?"
duii

well
feel hungry again!
when everytime came back from outside sure hungry like $%^&*(
mayb because of cold weather
keep burning my foods and fats

sleep le
have to wake up 6am later
going to Machester

good night
night chick :)

Welcome Disco/ finished.

it is 12.51am now
just came back from Welcome Disco
i felt regret once i stepped in
dai lou~
hou sien ah
i prefer pub more...
mayb because of the peoples i went with too
im just standing a side and saw people enjoying
im always cant get it to this kind of environment de
i will always stand a side and see only
no alcohol tonight.
yeah!
u're right, no alcohol!!
although i feel wana get drunk but there's no mood to get drunk
kinda weird.

seeing u
but feel that u're so far from me
finally yesterday come to an ends
everything just finished in this way
yeah~
but i know u still cant get use to it
so i will try to help u
sounds weird horr
mayb bcz i still care of you

but anyway,
u also put it down since u've already make this decision
i will also try hard to put it down
i will keep trying no matter how hard is it :)

nites everyone
nites my babii

hello to my little zu zai which on my fafa
HEHE.

Liverpool

im now in Liverpool
13 degree celcius, 1.36am now
it is 7 hours slower than Msia.

so all of u just woke up i think
but i just came back from outside
for photo shooting and walk walk
im preparing to go for bed

miss the time
sure i will get a call from u before i go for bed
chat until you feel tired and said wana kap din wa

things keep changing and i can do nothing

peoples will tell me the same
but i will just close my eyes and my ears
pretend listen nothing from all of them

touching my heart
asking myself

yes, I Love You.

i will try to use another way to love u

but then im still waiting for it.

jiayou!
nites.