heavy heart

just came back from Ipoh
yumcha again
keep going for yumcha these 3 weeks
went to cut my hair today
and helped mummy took medicines too
siao eh that clinic
visit doctor+medicine de price same with took medicine also
never visit doctor also never decrease the price
duii
hairstyle is actually the same
but fringe shorter ABIT
but baby said its the same ><
oh ya!
saw baby in Petronas today
so happy
HAHAHA
so warm eh

so...
They gonna have a "farewell" for me this Thursday
mostly steamboat
yi yerrr...
but they let me choose what to eat
haha...

waiting someone give me a call eh
macam babi jee

heart so heavy to leave.

super nightmare!

what nightmare is that!
huhuuuuuuu
bad mood when everytime i woke up

keep seeing those photos
im just speechless
im gonna leave
should i tell myself that not to bother so much liao?



huuuuuuuuuuuu

HLG

lu ho lang gan lah!
d**

since when i said i wana get married?
i duno whats ur brain thinking
but i think except ur homeworks
all are rubbish!

i have already knew the answer long long time ago
but im still staying
because of love

the difference between us is just
Know and Dun Know
mayb the one who DUn Know will looks pity
thats why...

i never expect wishes from u
and i dun need it!
because u're such a selfish person!

please take care and love the person deeply
if not i will kill u!

gotong royong

feel secure when u're back although u're not beside me
im still moody as usual

since u're back
i only have energy to do my own things

woke up late today
never answer mummy's call early in the morning
sleep too late yesterday, sleep die this morning
never listen my phone rang

put mummy's aeroplane
i should go to have breakfast with parents today
and go pray pray de
but everything "cook soup"

i went TM with daddy
he paid phone and water bill
then i terminate the phone line
( this is my sou4 zao4 si2)

then came home helped xiao baii bath
it keep kicking
duii~ sure my hand will injure again
since its fingernails so long

then washed xiao baii
my sport car
wahaha
aunty came out and kept her blanket
was shocked when seeing me wash car
she asked me 55 go in after wash car cz looks gonna rain
later lightning then i siao
haha

then cleaned up my room
closed my eyes and throw away all my lovely magazines!
huuuu
heart so pain leh!!
well, i kept those magazine for YearS already
so...suan le ba.
but my room still looks messy now.
i also duno why ==

oh yeah
i love ma baby masloom :)


going for movie tmr~
with aunties and uncle...

GreatNews!

i brought a great news to everyone here
i pass my paper, so im graduated!!
AWWW~
so nice...
what a great news

baby so clever
once i told her about "present" then she get what i wana tell
but looks like only me alone was Syok Syok there

start to prepare everything now...
mostly will go by Bus.
reach there straightly.

hugs

saw a note in facebook just now
remind me of the nightmare
i dream that u leave me away
it really looks real as in my real life
i was crying in the nightmare sibeh 99

once i woke up i saw u was sleeping beside me
but i still feel insecure
i felt that u're so far from me
u will leave me in anytime
and i will lost u in any time too

after told u about what i dream
u was hugging me tightly
and i cried hardly
feel so warm...

i miss ur hug baby.


susu said wana BBQ in my house next Saturday as a celebration for me
huhu
in the end, we changed our plan to KFC.
susu said she will bring champagne.
i told her that i will let her shoot 99 by champagne if i pass the paper!
god bless.

crossing fingers

fren told me that result will be release on 14/5
next friday
but i was wondering because i heard tat advanced students may get result earlier than juniors
will call college and ask on monday or tuesday.

if result really release on next friday
and i have pass my paper
then everything will go very very fine!
but a bit rush~
busy packing, busy flight ticket, busy Internation ID, traveller check and more
anyway, RUSH will not be the barrier as long as i've pass my paper.
pray hard for myself
PAPER. please not to kacao my future
i've already put my "future" on you

these few days i feel already get used to be "alone"
but i know actually it is not.
still the same
i duno what u're considering actually

before that u told me u will choose future and secure
but now, i think not really rite?
so it make me really confuse on this.
because i still duno what do u want

anyway, hope everything goes well
and not what my 6sense telling me
which is u gonna leave me, and i gonna leave u too.
not to drag anymore


crossing my fingers. :)

everybody knows

its 1.55am now
just came back from yumcha in Ipoh
nowadays always went Ipoh yumcha
so geng rite
since frens already get use to KL life
so the half hour journey is consider short for them

went Olivenz
still remember the place i used to bring u twice for our lovely Lamb Chop?
just only i knew tat they served a drink called
GreenTea Honey Lattee Shake
oh yeah
i think sure u will like it
my fren ordered and i tasted it.
the taste is same as the GreenTea ice-cream that we like :)

raining again
it remind me of u
it remind me the story of raining

yesterday went to Penang
all photos we captured by my fren's camera was lost
bcz of his niece le
"delete all"
siao liao
everything lost.
so tmr gonna start my "work"
which is recovery all the photos that has lost.
aww...
hope can get them back
becaus i knew the feeling of losing all the photos

nite.
muacks.

stil remember the song
" Im Yours" ?

stop everything.

never update my blog for quite a long time.

feel kinda dulan because something make me feel wana blog

i never think of wana grab from u
i never think of u're bad and force someone to leave u.

if u're really good, i believe that someone not gonna leave u.
if im good do not means that someone will choose me definitely.

thats all i wana say

stop what u're thinking and doing.
u're non sense

i understand ur feeling
because i might do the same as u if it happened on me

but please
stop it

i hate people disturb my friend because of my matter
i hate people who use dirty way to reach his/her goals.

stop it.