你走了.

心情好沉重

它走了

走得有點突然

我摸者它

還有心跳還有呼吸還會動的

我知道救不了了

因爲我不是醫生

而且那時候才早上七點多

只好做些我能做的

讓它吃讓它喝

它很好笑

整只豬趴在蘿蔔粒上面

吃得好慢

那時候它已經四肢無力了

下午我醒來的時候

蘿蔔粒剩下很多

沒有吃完

它已經走了

希望它沒有痛苦很久

走得好好的

對不起

當你走的時候我沒有在你身邊

今天的眼淚不懂流了多少次

我很想你.

你的樣子一直出現在我腦海裏

想到今天踫到你瘦瘦軟軟的身體

真的很心疼.

你開者眼睛看者我

可是我卻無能爲力

生命

好脆弱.

plan 99.

plan plan!!
trip~

aduii
2 more weeks to go
my books are still sleeping there
then im now start to feel excited to my activities.

:)
friends...
plan x3 !!
then let me know.
HOHO.

在乎.

心情的轉變比天氣還快.

只因爲我真的在乎.

happy and unhappy.

i really thought that our love can go very far.
eventhough it is long distance.
because we used to put a lots of efforts on it.





but things always goes out of our expectation.
well.
just forget it.
that all are just something which we called as Memories.

however,
when the unhappy memories are too much
it will automatically covered all the happy moments that you used to remember.
in the end, happy moments will gone in our heart and memory.
so we will only remember all the unhappy moments.

Cheers.

!!

im telling the stupid milk that she's fucking stupid!idiot!!

just let her to choose what she wants
why still she bothers so much!
why still she cares!
why still she put her legs into the fucking deep hole!
and why still she makes herself fucking moody everynite!
diuu

找人~

突然逛到一个很久都没有去的部落格
是我想多了吗？
你是在说我吗？
因为我记得那天跟你msn谈天，说到什么家人的.
因为那时候半生病不生病酱的样子所以我的思绪有点模糊
不能完全记得我们那天的谈话
如果你觉得我在说着的人是你的话，
而你的部落格最后一篇的主题有“家人”这两个字眼的话
再如果
你说着的人是我的话
留言给我好不好？

但如果不是我的话，
千万不要告诉我是我多心
其实是另有他人
是我脸皮厚误会了
因为
那样子我会很糗
哈哈


如果是我的话
不要收着
我只是想懂而已
没有别的

ga yao~

today will be the second day.
be Panda.
Insomnia.
HOHO.
have to start my revision ad...

or else my LJMU will say byebye to me :(



cheerssss...

close my eyes.

everything are in my expectation.
this is what i want.
nono,i should say these are all the things that should happen.

but im really feel sad when u said it out.
im really feel so helpless when u said everything will ends in this way.

i never suspect the feeling from u to me.
i know u're serious,
and me too !

when everytime break up
i will ask myself why am i stepped deeply
but i know this is a very stupid question.
because everytime i will gave out 100% of my heart in every relationship.



.........................................................................
really hope things will never go ends.

watcha u want.

這兩天的心 很定
定得自己有點害怕

我想
會讓你失望了

deeply.

today,
i miss you like hiao~


i wana go gurney drive chui feng
not makan k?
there have no tasty foods at there anymore.
i just wana go to chui feng
listen to the waves
i miss the moment when i was training there.
hang out after my duty,
went alone by bus.
went to have a walk alone.
im ok for that kind of life actually
although sometimes will feel lonely lah ofcourse.


there have no reason why i fall in love with u deeply.
i love u since 5 years+ ago...
ya, if im not mistaken.
im craving for u, my love one. :)


i wana take photos with u
uncountable~
took until my laopo's battery flat 99
and memory card fulled.
wahaha...

leave.

i will not believe until u tell me by ur own.

but i choose to leave earlier.

tears.

we choosed to give up each other
lets see whats will happen in the coming days.

i remember 99 wat was happened on 111
i remember everything clearly
i remember every words u said to me.
i remember super 99 how i felt on that day, that moment.

im tired to repeat things that u've knw.
i believe that you will also feel boring if i keep telling you all of that

bye.
lazy to talk.

pink.

raining - sign of missing you
you told me this always.
someone having sexy voice today.
or man?

haha~ because of sore throat+ cough...
then now lazy to talk even type!
aduiii
sexy bitch~ sexy bitch~
bcz of tat ki na gave me peanut yesterday~
then susu was laughing me by sms today
*padan muka*

goin to Taiping have my yummy dinner later oh yeah~
miss the mee and chicken leg!
hoho i love it so muchieee love ur smiling face so much!

did i told u before?
ur msg " monkey dead middle of the road"
make me smile when everytime i read the msg.

letter.

u will never know how pain is my heart when everytime i said goodbye and leave you away

hope that tis is the last time i said goodbye to you
not willing to break anything again
i believe i will get judgement if continue to stay in this position
and not only will hurt one person, but more

do not know whether you will hate me or not because of my decision
no matter how
hope that you will have a better and happy life
grap what you really needs and wants
and appreaciate what u having now.


will have my own life from today
hope to start all over again in a short period
i will try my best




heavy heart when everytime i said goodbye to you
yeah~ i learned this word from you.
appreaciate all the happy moments with you


come back to me if one day u realise that im the right person that u looking for.
but it seems impossible
because i feel that i cant give what u really wants and what u expect to get from me
am i right?

friends forever.








*keep repeating the same songs *

suddenly remind me of the "xiang nian" CDs

in hometown now.
just came back from Kl around 8pm+
huhu
my butt flat again

was slept 1hrs in the bus
then nuggets time
HAHAA
these few says was addicted to nuggets and longan
aduii
monkey was bought me laici on that day and longan in today
its lovely~
thanks monkey.
muacks.
HAHA
later ur bf kill me if saw this ><

hope to put kong ming deng with u guys again in the next year
frienship forever!!
we really wrote a lots on the kong ming deng
so TAMAK
haha
oh ya, saw perryn pulak~
so ngam~
i think she went wf her friends
chat for a while only then i go put kong ming deng liao

after interview on Monday we went The Curve
tot shopping~
but we went makan only
haha
SHiLin
the meeshua, ji pa and tian bu la
yummy~

was ate steamboat and gaigai in Cannaught with MANGOES
yerrrrrrr
sailou hold ppl's hand!
so GAY lah us~
hahaa
i bought nothin because stomach was full with steamboats
boii was cheated 20 buckss because of the stupid maomao cong
hahaa

today monkey brought me went makan smtg nice
yummy~
thanks monkey ^^

Setapak TARC

in Setapak TARC now.
was just finished my interview session to LJMU.
its was a "relax"interview.
and i think everything goes well at this moment.

heard friends said that we will get our result on 10March
ganjeong~

yesterday went Klang
hoho...
the last day of CNY
went to put kong ming deng
we wrote a lots of in
WOHOO~
after have bak kut teh we went home.

since i've finished my interview, tmr will be free.
^^
hope everything goes well
and i didnt think so much for these few days.
hmm...
realised that my hot temper "come back" again. =(

waiting time to pass in library
so sien
after will go to The Curve shopping?