小心開車

不聽話的眼淚請不要一直往下掉

可能是這幾天和太多水的關係

水分太充足

沒把你嚇者了吧?

我真的以爲就這樣走掉了

哪裏知道

呼呼

感動

謝謝咯

雖然有硬硬的肉

對了

有人學到我了哦

假假走掉哪裏知道去買東西

hmmph...

愛你的資格 已不再

只想說此刻我的心真的很痛很痛很痛

我知道你起床了

可是今早卻沒有收到你的信息

我也知道其實應該就是這樣的

不再是你的誰

更不能對你有任何要求

我不能生氣

我不能發脾氣

因爲我沒有資格

每一天就只有部落格聼我訴苦

10個月前的感覺又回來了

不一樣的是那時候

至少還有工作來讓我麻醉自己

晚上放工了不夜不歸也不醉不歸

不用我說出口親愛的也知道我的心情還有我在想什麽

這一次

只剩下我自己一個人

放假了

空閒的時間也比較多

腦袋自然也有更多的時閒去思考

加油吧謝牛奶

4.51am

its 4.51am now. im fucking tired actually.came back from Ipoh around 3.15am. i havent bath yet. moody again.GOSH.went for movie WOOHOO today. yeah~finally i get to watch this movie, but without u. we watched at the same day but she with you. and finally i bought the hat, was crazie for it around 1year+. aduii~ friends was saying "mau buat i punya business mmg susah kerana have to consider for 1year ++... whatever ler~ after watched went Ipoh Parade for walk walk and sing K... oh yeah~ used the voucher for singK, rm168...so its free...dun even need to pay 1sen! thanks wen hui...tats her lucky draw present when college singing competition. have 5 jugs of water and we cant finished it. AND, only 5 of us going. siao. okie, continue my moody again. i hate myself. i cant put it down and im wondering why always lies... should i say because i got a very GOOD observation? but u will say im sensitive or think too much. weelllll........... i should feel happy because finally i had finished my finals and its my holidaySS now!! huhu~ lazy to look for a job actually~ but i nee laptop please...so i have to EARN $$$ please...any job to introduce for me? priority on money and not experience...!! introduce job for me weiiiiiiiiiiiiii...!!

一秒也好

should be happy today, but i don't.



還記得我哼的這首歌嗎?
剛開始是因爲喜歡這首歌的旋律
我現在才懂
原來這首歌的意思是這樣的...





我關上了門最後一次聼你說我們
熟悉變陌生把我往記憶裏扔
我應該習慣你離去的眼神
才能讓失去你變得更完整.

窗外的街燈還在努力掩飾者早晨
我的嘆息成了整夜的苦悶
我該努力習慣這樣的氣氛
才發現失去了愛不用在等

我知道我的一切你一不想要
繼續在乎只會讓你想逃
我不相信這全是种煎熬
原來離去是那麽那麽難預料

找依靠卻沒有我想要的好
我的等待換不到你擁抱
只好讓回憶短佔的炫耀
原來任性對彼此都不好

Happy Birthday to you =)

Happy Birthday to my beloved.

where are you.

maybe let go is a better way for me, myself.

nothing much to say,i just want to drop something here because im moody again.just finished the 2nd paper. it was my 2nd time resit for this subject.oh gosh! sounds bad, and i dun hope to resit this paper for the 3rd times. i really put effort on this as what you asked me to do. but, sorry for that. i didnt cover all the syllabus but only tips. so so so moody, i need someone to care me all the time. where are you?


im really so moody.
how is my Tiger Wohoo?
looks gone...
goin to Penang?
i duno.
im waiting for you to come back...
but...
i think i better be alone.
mayb this kind of life more suitable for me?
keep my caring, keep my love and keep my everything.
only give it out when somebody really need them.
i will think twice before i moved for everything.
not to get hurt for the next time please...

tells.

i got a lot of things wana tell you. i wana ask you something since duno when. because i 4got to ask u. swt. im waiting you to come back...im wating for shopping for my new year shirts...im waiting for holidays...

continuous exam for 2 days...im STRESS. just now when in exam hall suddenly i feel wana suicide. really omg. should be happy because we got the tips but then everyone was like blurred? ...errmm... duno how to say... all looks so quiet and moody... i never complete the question 2. no! i never do please... i do not have enough time! this is a 3hours paper and i completed the 1st part which is case studies by using 2hrs and 15mins. then i only used another 45mins to complete another 3 questions! ish.

god bless me.
namo namo..
amitabha...

exam.

now is exam period. haiz, how suffer is student's life. bii said exam is to let the student know how much they had absorbed.sh8t. i paid you the money then you diam diam, dun bother how much i absorb.ish.

someone always go for a trip when my exam period. yorr, i suffer alone at here.so u better bring me some souvenir please if not i gonna chop u up and down. =)
was going for pray pray just now. pray for? let me PASS all my subjects lah please...adage" lin shi bao fo jiao". this is me lah...

oh yeah, bought my very 1st lottery just now. people bought then i ikut saja lah since i suddenly feel wana buy that number. hoho. if dah kena kan, treat u guys for penang trip makan loh... haha
wondering wana go Penang after exam or not, they are still waiting for my reply lerr...

TIGER wohoo, only shang ying for 2 weeks.damn. so i estimate that it will xia ying arond 28Jan. so, try my best to watch in Penang if im goin.

keepquiet

just came back from library

was dreaming for the whole day

nothing in my brain

i saw my name appear in ur quiz

i can only stay a side

dun dare to post anything.

i worried that my name will appear in sumwhere else again

let those person that i duno

keep scolding there,

for no reason.

sorry for my attitude that you told me.

sorry. =(

i saw something from sumwhere.

i feels helpless and really sad.

im really feel that im handing you over for someone

please

again

believe to my six sense~

i can only watch with folded arms

im so helpless please.

what

again,

u leaved.

and

i missed.

it will be over

at first i thought i able not to bother about all of this. but then only i realised that i cant.because of i care. but what u did to me. chances are given but you never appreaciate and u stepped deeper and deeper...i was wondering am i the 3rd party... huuu...can you tell me the...truth?

best thing i never knew i needed

feels that i had forgot what's my situation
what should i do
and what should i be

it looks complicated.
i told myself before
" not to complicate our simple life"
but
it sounds...
impossible right?

you always like to say
" to let nature take its course"
looks easy, but its really difficult to achieve

try to let it go before
but i can't.
i wont let it go easily
and my heart not allow me to do so TOO.
because i know i will feel regret once i let you go

good night.


i hope to see you now and then.

no.lies.

been cheated again.
i thought thats truth but just only i realised that, actually it is not.

i told you.
never tell lies again.

why do i still care so much?

華語篇

上個星期三就跑回家了

因爲星期四沒有課然後星期五就開始放假

渾渾噩噩渡過了那幾天

失眠又來找我了

這不是我之前的願望嗎?

因爲我一直覺得一天24小時對我來說不足夠

夠力三八

我不想每一天都是眼淚陪我睡覺

因爲我不會游泳

怕被淹死掉

呵呵

汽車沒有拿去檢查修理

牙醫也沒有看到

因爲一直在發呆

我對自己說過

我要好好過新的一年

行嗎?

come back to me please :)

i was waiting for the day to meet u once u finished ur final
i was waiting for the day to bring u for tang yuan milk again
i was waiting for the day to go travel with you again
i was waiting for the day to go NB shop with you again
i was waiting for the day to go for movie with "McD nuggets" again =)
i was waiting for the day to go for few movie in a day with you again
i was waiting for the day to hug you and char siew tightly again
i was waiting for the day to go Tenji and Genting with you
i was waiting for the day to go makan with you for the whole day
i was waiting for the day to go shopping with you

i was waiting for the day to listen from you that my FLASH is WORTH actually
i was waiting for the day to listen from you that " zt, lets 3G later"
i was waiting for the day to listen from you that " is my Mango shirt nice?"
i was waiting fot the day to listen from you that "yii, still rmb the way to my hse wor"
i was waiting for the day to listen from you that " i wont let u to leave me away"
i was waiting for the day to listen you sing for me
i was waiting for the day to listen about "micky miao"
i was waiting for the day to listen from you that " i changed my decision"

i'm reluctant to leave.

2Jan10

its 2nd January 2010 now

everything is changed.

everything is different.

but im still waiting.

will you come back to me?

HappyNewYear

Happy 2010

Stay Healthy and Happy to everyone!!

cheerss~~

3.37am

still stay infront of my pc

3.37am

someone still at outside

muakss i loves u my love